Once upon a time... there lived a little girl.The little girl lived ....in a fantasy
world. Everything that everyone wished for can be found there and she doesn't have to worry
about a single thing~~~ She was young so she doesn't know much about the outside world....
But as the little girl grew older.......she steps out into the outside world and
starts to see things in a different way. Whatever she had.... it's all a lie.........everything she used
to see..... had something else...( a hidden message ) which she can't see....
Therefore , the little girl cried and cried.......tears keep drowning here inside
but there is nothing she can do about it......As the years goes by.....the little girl's family had
problems and keep arguing everyday.....the little girl could not say a word as she was the
youngest and all she can do is keep smiling and keep drawing so that they would be happy
again......
But her artworks starts to become rubbish......people she loved starts to leave
her and she wasn't allowed to shed any tears anymore.......it would consider a disgrace to the
family and non of them would appreciate the things she did, the songs she played .......she was
nothing to anyone...
They would just keep telling that she is a brave girl and that's why the little girl acted tough in
front of everyone and tries to protect them. Therefore the little girl put on a mask everyday for
many years till she is all grown up. Till one day...... someone ask her something....and the little
girl all of a sudden shed tears without realizing it........the amount of pressure....the sorrow in her
heart was all poured out that day......the dissapointed faces they had...so she tried harder in her
studies....life and so on but they were not satisfy with any achievement she got.... bad or good...
the would just say it's bad.....the little girl's heart would stay numb all the time.....
Finally.... the little girl is mature now but she still act tough and still wears a mask
everyday....but one day....she found someone she can actually lean against on when she feels
sad......that someone can't be explained in mere words but there is only one word that the little
girl can think of right now.....'' warm'' so she thought that probably the old times and what she
used to feel will come back to her as she is almost emotionless most of the time.......but also
knows that that person most probably leave her one day......so she dared not speak her heart
out...in the end... the little girl doesn't know what the future may hold.....so she doesn't want to
be close to anyone anymore.....cause the scars from her past may be even larger if something happens in
the future.......All she knows now is to keep herself busy with stuff that will keep her mind off
things and tries to be happy.........to be continued
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