~My Callings~

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Confusing......What should i do now?

Yeah.....woke up as usual ........6am ........After that , i arrived in college as usual....and stayed in the garden for a while........as i was drawing some doodles....
The sun came and it was really hot....i mean....seriously hot! But the whole place was beautiful.....it was in orange as though it was a scene of a sunset ....
Yeah so...nobody was there and i keep staring at the sun.....something pop out of my mind.......which makes my heart ache a lot and it's making me getting more and more confuse.......what should i do now? why is that person acting so strangely all of a sudden? Am i not treating that person properly?or am i still acting and letting everything pass by just like that? I want to understand that someone more and more so badly but why is that someone blocking my way?
Am i not good enough for that person ...? I want to hold that person's hand so badly and give a huge hug that might cure that person's sorrow.......but i know that's not going to help much.....
That person is hurting so much inside and there is nothing i can do about it and it's making me sick......i just can't stand and watch ...i wan to help that person so badly......tell me what to do.....please...

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