Woke up at 9am.......pass by my hamster cage.....saw Yuki.....sleeping there........
Then after that....bath and the piano class started.....still see it sleeping like that......
Couldn't concentrate on playing and my teacher was really pissed off with me......
After that.....went to shake the cage............and that time .....i knew.........................Hammy pass away.....
So i tied up my dogs and dig a hole in the garden near the lime plant......carried hammy and burried it.........put a rock on the place....and lucky my dog can't sense it and didn't dig the hole........
Prayed hard for hammy........hope that it have a better life..........didn't cried like the lasttime when it's girlfriend pass away( HeartNet)......because it was sick and i keep crying the whole day...but for Yuki........i didn't....just for a short while..........
Yuki and Heartnet.......hope both of you be together in heaven...........love you always.....
~My Callings~
Shooting Stars
Falling Stars
~They are always there~
The only thing that actually makes me feel happy is by seeing the night sky because it makes me feel calmer and it tells me every single answer that i have been looking for all the time~~~I really want to treat everyone as the stars but somehow....nobody understands me and everytime when i treat someone like a star...they treat me the other way around.....It really pulled me down for so many years....I juz want to be with the stars but i'm stuck here....all alone....i hope that this day will come to an end one day......so that i'm able to sticth back my broken heart.....
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