Normal day ~~~~

Woke up at around like 7am......waiting for my dad to come back and teach me driving but......he went to work early...so can't...learn....oh well hehe XD
Then went to eat......and sleep again.......@_@....
woke up at 6pm and went to eat again....OH MY GOD!!!! sure i be fat as a piggy already this time.....
Emm then learned to play forever love from DBSK......with my FIX piano ^_^
Then came back.......erm.....yea...online again........

Saturday~~~~~

Finally fixed my plug and can play my piano onces again! phew.......so woke up at 9am and suddenly my piano class is CANCEL......T.T........
So went back to sleep again........then around 10++am...my friends called me and i went to bath.....
Later on....Shee Lim fetch me to Steven's Corner and Jun Wen was behind of me.....
So arrived there and ate some stuff like roti kosong.....and so on....
Then we talk and talk since we so long didn't sit down like that ever since we left school....
Later on......Guna took me home and went to sleep again......till 6pm=.=.........
Then woke up and still feel asleep.....( doesn't know why i am sooooo tired)
So woke up and eat my din din....then went out to buy some stuff and then online now...haha....
Planned to sleep early because learning driving tomorrow...must have concentration!

Alice In the Wonderland again ~~~

Got up at 9am ......eventually my dad drop me at the bridge and went to pyramid.....
So since it's still early...then i went to watch people ice skating......
Waited for Rochelle like more than 30 minutes....i think......
Then i sat at the coffee shop and finally she came!!!!!!
So we went to the cinema and buy the tickets..........and went to popeye to eat!...so we keep on chatting there and it was an awesome day!.......Somehow....i really feel that i'm getting closer to my friends and it feels super great! But somehow.....while we were chatting.....my mind was also thinking of someone which i thought is getting closer to me......but recently........i can't feel that anymore......i miss that feeling a lot....it's like we are getting further apart......because of that.....i'm thinking of that person like almost every time......wondering if that person is all right....have he ate...how is the person's studies going along?.......and somehow......i'm feel grateful this year......that i have met such wonderful friends.......and someone special......that have became part of me which i had realized long ago.......After that , we were so stuff and went to the cinema....bought popcorn and keep chewing there haha......but sat at the wrong seats which are the couple seats....@_@.....so a girl came and showed us to our proper seats......
Started!!!!!!! It's Rochelle first time watching 3D and she really enjoyed it alot.....Then she drop me off at college by taxi and i waited for my classmate to fetch me home...but he didn't pick up the phone so...i called my parents to fetch me.......Went back and sleep again hehe.....then went online for awhile......accidently called him while he outside......erm...then chat with my friends and waited for him awhile......so he went online and .......i'm sorry i raise my voice......i was so persistent but i felt bad for forcing you..........i'm sorry.........so he went off to sleep ...and i went off after that.....all of sudden...he sent me a text which i already expected......but somehow i can't text back because......if i do...it probably will annoy that person........althought....that person is going through rough times....but i will try my best to make that person happy onces again.....because that person is my toy robot........that i will never give up upon......never....

Trip to The art gallery~~

All ritey....EXCITED!!!!!!!
so came at 7++ am as usual and waited till 9.30am .....
Daphne and Rochelle came and then we started to move....we got the back seats of the bus.....>w<

(Daphne & Joey)

(Aina & Daphne)

(Me & Joey)
(Daphne & Rochelle)

After that we went to KLCC and there is another art gallery inside.....ugh.....its like a maze ....and it wasn't nice at all.....Then Rochelle , Daphne and me went to MCD to eat......and we went to walk around....laughing....chatting....was seriosuly fun together!then we went to the bus stop to wait and we were the first to be there......but nobody was around and eventually the others left us and we got lost!!!!! My lecturer keep calling me and we were late for 10 minutes!!!!!
So we went into the bus and eventually slept there.......ARRIVE!!!!! got down from the bus and it was SUPER hot.....the rays from the sun fried my skin....@_@
So i msg him but he was having class ....so went into the computer lab with Daphne and stayed there for a while....~~~~ arrr~~~ air cond!!!!! HAHAXD
emmm....then i went down and meet Rochelle.....Later on...Daphne came and join me because i was alone......Then we wanted to leave and suddenly i saw him pop out infront of me.....totally stone -.-........oh well...then my dad called and said that he be late....so i went back to the table and saw him there again.......he was sleepy so...yeah....and i was feeling hot...so both had nothing much to say....gave him a sweet and he was happy....haha....then his friend came out from the room and both of them went back....so i went to the international school there and sit for a while....ohh man....rain rain rain!!!!!!!then ran to my car.....all wet.....but dried off because of the air cond.....@_@
Then later went back and fell asleep on my bed.....woke up and had a super major headache...but after like 10 minute...all gone...hehe^_^
Then i went online...and chit chat with him and my other friends as well......stay up till 12am....@_@ hehe

Expressing one's self

It's so hard to express one's true self....do you agree with me?
Especially when you are already been affected by the memories of your past.....but....that scar seems to be fading off bits by bits....
Understanding a person is a hard thing to do........you feel so small....and everything in front of you seems like a dream but.....some of that dream may come true if you look closely......

Confusing......What should i do now?

Yeah.....woke up as usual ........6am ........After that , i arrived in college as usual....and stayed in the garden for a while........as i was drawing some doodles....
The sun came and it was really hot....i mean....seriously hot! But the whole place was beautiful.....it was in orange as though it was a scene of a sunset ....
Yeah so...nobody was there and i keep staring at the sun.....something pop out of my mind.......which makes my heart ache a lot and it's making me getting more and more confuse.......what should i do now? why is that person acting so strangely all of a sudden? Am i not treating that person properly?or am i still acting and letting everything pass by just like that? I want to understand that someone more and more so badly but why is that someone blocking my way?
Am i not good enough for that person ...? I want to hold that person's hand so badly and give a huge hug that might cure that person's sorrow.......but i know that's not going to help much.....
That person is hurting so much inside and there is nothing i can do about it and it's making me sick......i just can't stand and watch ...i wan to help that person so badly......tell me what to do.....please...

The first day of college^^

All rite.......as i said in my last post....i had a terrible migrain and keep waking up.......yea....so woke up at 6am.....then bath and start to move at 7am....

Traffic jam near Sentosa as usual......

Reach around 7.50 am.....walked up and down......then sit at the level 1 place where got a quiet place with some tables and chairs.....

So started drawing......and slept on the table eventually..........

WOKE UP!!!!...with my pika pika pikacHU~ pikachU~~~ ringtone....haha! yeah.....Daphne message me.....so walk until near the financial place....then he message me......so went to the computer lab....and like...in 5 minutes...or less...he came in.....

Sorry that i can't make the HAPPY face today ......because the migrain is very terrible.......
Then went to take timetable with Daphne and bump into Cash XD.....emmmm....the migrain went down...not so painful anymore but.......still...from time to time...it keeps coming back......i really want to say sorry to him.....~ sorry ~

Then went back to computer lab and suddenly a class started so went off and went to pyramid....using shutter bus...XD

Sat behind...the three of us.....keep joking around XD....
Reach ler.......then we went to eat Popeye hehe.....eat until very funny err....Daphne was shaking when eating and he was PRO!!!! even thought the smoke is coming out.....
Then songs was on and we was all happy......i was the last to finish...=.=.....my potato wasn't finish anyways.....

Then we walk and walk and went to the arcade....keep laughing at Daphne's racing HAHAHA...oops....sorry....^^

Then we went to buy tickets for Alice in the Wonderland 3D....and for maxis users....!!!!!and he accidently wrote my number haha!.....emm....so went walking around...around ....& AROUND!!!!!!erm....so yeah....around....and keep looking at phones and laptops....hehe....
Then the whole day he keep scaring Daphne.....i can't stop laughing XDXDXD!!!!
After that......Daphne went to buy plaster and he and me went to buy another ticket for his friend....so rush there haha......then we went walking around around AROUND again....and he showed us different clubs....AWESOME!!!! althought i can't see inside...oh well hehe ^_^

Then we went to the cinema with his friend too...and we saw someone.....so i took Daphne head and turn to the right and she scream!.....then went inside the cinema.....
>.< so blur blur then put the glasses on....WOW!!!!my eyes can't be taken off from the screen and eventhough from time to time i gOt the migrain but I STILL CONTINUE TO WATCH!!!
AWESOME!!!!my first 3D movie...and i love it!

Then we went to toilet err.....they have to leave...sigh...oh well....so Daphne and me went back to college by shutter bus again and went to handle her PTPTN stuff.....then i went back before her and as soon as i get back.... i slept but i feel bad because of my like......black face whole day...but i wasn't actually sad....its the migrain...hope you don't mind....so i sms him ....then half way asleep already then someone i hate keep messaging me...so yeah....can't sleep well again....and nOw online.......then talking....and talking....and listening to Tiesto song...=.= and planned to sleep like....at 12 today ^_^

The day before college starts again~~~~~

Yeah yeah....the title is scary right?

actually.....it's just a normal day.......woke up at 9am.....then went to eat Bak Kut Teh .....

Erm....then went to see houses.........cause uncle want to buy...=.=''...

Erm....then sleep till 3pm....and suddenly migrain....T.T.....so sleep somemore untill like....6pm and woke up to eat din din........eat also no appetite jor.......migrain too much.....

Then online for a while....did some photoshop pictures for Daphne...and suddenly...''POOF".....

No electric.....ugh...

Then went and check........OH MY GOD!!!! my room floor is flooded with water......!!!!!

Then the repair man come and check..... my room is the only room that doesn't have current already and ....the worst....part......my piano.....piano........IS DEAD!!!!!! i can't play it.....no current.....OMG!!!!!!!!T.T i can't play tong hua !!!....haiz...so sleep at 10pm then woke up at 1am and then sms someone but never reply so sleep again then woke up at 4am then sleep again then woke up 6am ....

My hammy~~~

Woke up at 9am.......pass by my hamster cage.....saw Yuki.....sleeping there........
Then after that....bath and the piano class started.....still see it sleeping like that......
Couldn't concentrate on playing and my teacher was really pissed off with me......
After that.....went to shake the cage............and that time .....i knew.........................Hammy pass away.....
So i tied up my dogs and dig a hole in the garden near the lime plant......carried hammy and burried it.........put a rock on the place....and lucky my dog can't sense it and didn't dig the hole........
Prayed hard for hammy........hope that it have a better life..........didn't cried like the lasttime when it's girlfriend pass away( HeartNet)......because it was sick and i keep crying the whole day...but for Yuki........i didn't....just for a short while..........
Yuki and Heartnet.......hope both of you be together in heaven...........love you always.....

My dream phone!!!!

OHHHH MAN!!!! yeah... i know recently it had been boring and i have nothing much to talk about here.....but as i was surfing the net.... i saw the phone of my dreams!!!!here is the picture of it....

Yeah... i know its abit blur but the modal name is ELSE Mobile First ELSE.......

Well......currently its not going to be sold in Malaysia so...yeah...i have to wait till it arrives.....


Next activity that i did for the day was learning how to do graphics in Photoshop CS3......yea..LOVING IT!!!!!well....still noob....so i'll wait for next semester to teach me more stuff about it....^_^....that's all for the day...well yea its boring....but still hope you enjoyed reading it hahaXD

Bolero ~~~

My favourite song again ....XD.....hope you enjoy the lyrics !

Dancing beneath the stars, i see your silhouette...
Will this dream deny you for what you're striving for?
Deep within~deep within....i can sense all of your pain....
Only you ~ only you ~ for you i'll say it again ...
No one else, no matter whom...will blame you anymore~~

If it's you , yes , if you...you will make it through....
With all your heart.....let the melody flow onwards~~~
No matter the time , don't you dare forget it....
Fly to a place much higher where you can be free~~~
Even it means sacrificing something precious....

Here you lay under the moonlight....
It isn't what you can't give up, but what you can give up~~~
Dreamers aren't always fools....
What's it like for the blessed?
Dreamers aren't always believers....
It's not fair, it's not fair, you would scream and scream~~~~

Caving in to the darkening world....
As the light from your eyes die out.....
Someone shall hear if you call for help....
But don't think that you are there yet~~~~~

Oh~
Let you dance away
Don't you know
Yeah, I'll stand by your side
Yeah~
Fly away, fly away, fly away, fly to the top
Fly forever
Yeah, yeah, yeah~

No need to delay
(Come close to me now, hear the bolero)
Be strong, here we go
(Here in the night you will finally soar on high)
Take small steps, tread light
(I continue to pray for your sake, have faith)
Let me hear your song, oh~
Oh~

With all your heart (with all your heart)
Let the melody flow onward (it is your bolero)
No matter the time don't you dare let it go
(A brilliant flower unfolds)
Fly much higher to the place where you can become
All that you're striving to be
Dreamers don't give up

"I think it'll all be okay," you gently tell me ....

My feelings today ~~~~~

Erm..... i know that you are very busy and all but just wanna tell you tat tu manques alot.......^_^
Really wanna return to college as soon as possible hehe ^_^

Just a normal day ^_^

.....yawn~~~~~

Woke up at 9 am......bath and then eat mee...




Next went to parkson and bought some vegetables home for din din ^_^

erm.....sms with him for a while then went to sleep.......FOR 4 HOURS!!!!! .......like a dead fish already....oh well hehe ^_^

Next woke up play some piano songs....then ate cheese cakey O.O,....yummy hehe^_^



Next , watch a korean drama and after that went to eat my din din......

Then went online awhile....emm...probably stay up till 2 am today hehe....

Conclusion : a normal day but felt very happy and kinda hyper anyways hehe ^_^( yeah i know im silly....)

The Story Of a little Girl~

Once upon a time... there lived a little girl.The little girl lived ....in a fantasy

world. Everything that everyone wished for can be found there and she doesn't have to worry

about a single thing~~~ She was young so she doesn't know much about the outside world....

But as the little girl grew older.......she steps out into the outside world and

starts to see things in a different way. Whatever she had.... it's all a lie.........everything she used

to see..... had something else...( a hidden message ) which she can't see....

Therefore , the little girl cried and cried.......tears keep drowning here inside

but there is nothing she can do about it......As the years goes by.....the little girl's family had

problems and keep arguing everyday.....the little girl could not say a word as she was the

youngest and all she can do is keep smiling and keep drawing so that they would be happy

again......

But her artworks starts to become rubbish......people she loved starts to leave

her and she wasn't allowed to shed any tears anymore.......it would consider a disgrace to the

family and non of them would appreciate the things she did, the songs she played .......she was

nothing to anyone...

They would just keep telling that she is a brave girl and that's why the little girl acted tough in

front of everyone and tries to protect them. Therefore the little girl put on a mask everyday for

many years till she is all grown up. Till one day...... someone ask her something....and the little

girl all of a sudden shed tears without realizing it........the amount of pressure....the sorrow in her

heart was all poured out that day......the dissapointed faces they had...so she tried harder in her

studies....life and so on but they were not satisfy with any achievement she got.... bad or good...

the would just say it's bad.....the little girl's heart would stay numb all the time.....

Finally.... the little girl is mature now but she still act tough and still wears a mask

everyday....but one day....she found someone she can actually lean against on when she feels

sad......that someone can't be explained in mere words but there is only one word that the little

girl can think of right now.....'' warm'' so she thought that probably the old times and what she

used to feel will come back to her as she is almost emotionless most of the time.......but also

knows that that person most probably leave her one day......so she dared not speak her heart

out...in the end... the little girl doesn't know what the future may hold.....so she doesn't want to

be close to anyone anymore.....cause the scars from her past may be even larger if something happens in

the future.......All she knows now is to keep herself busy with stuff that will keep her mind off

things and tries to be happy.........to be continued

My wish finally came true!!!!

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!( mad girl alert !) XD......

Joking joking.....but today i'm seriously happy!

~~~~~ i can finally ice skate...i mean i have been wishing to ice skate for like 3 years but haven't got the chance.....but at least i finally can and that day is TODAY!!!!XD

Ok let's start the story ~~~~

Firstly , went to sunway pyramid then waited for them to reach.....

TJ came and we walk walk untill went to cinema to see what nice show to see....


Then we walk walk.....then walk untill a doll shop...>w<( yes i know i'm childish~~~~)

After that , as we walk.....we finally sat down in burger king and chit chat .....


WOW!!!!!! we went to arcade and i played the car driving thingy.....i mean its been ages since i

last played.....OMG!!!!!!! my car was in terrible damage...T.T


Then he played the shooting game....but seriously pro hehe^_^

FINALLY!!!! Lee yang and Michelle came....then we all went to eat at a taiwan food store ...

and FINALLY!!!! again....~~~~~ Daphne came...oh my god....she took 3 hours to reach.....=.=lll...

After we ate....we went to play basketball....they all so pro.....and i'm like....( well you know^^)

emm....then we went ice skating...ICE SKATING!!!!! i mean i have been waiting for that all day .....so bought the gloves....then got the shoes....SO HEAVY!!!! and cramp....aiyoyoy...

emm...don't know how to tie shoe lase so TJ helped me to tie....emm....got a tag....put it on the hand in order to get in....i mean....it looks like....you know where we buy vegetables and there is a price tag there....well yea... i feel like a vegetable that time XD

Then we went in.....oh boy.....SO SLIPPY!!!! i mean... i was shiverring when i went in....cause im like going behind and behind instead of forwarding....XD

Got guided by TJ and Michelle and in no time.....i was FLYING!!!!!FUYOH!!!!! damn nice the feeling....like got freedom XD ( i know im being silly)

Then keep guiding Daphne....she is doing well too ^_^

Erm.....then we rush to cinema...but Daphne and me went to find the pharmacy .....but got lost and suddenly bump into them and we all went to cinema....

We saw Up in the Air~~~~~~it was a rather confusing story but you will sooner or later understand ^_^

errrr....Lee yang and Michelle went back home earlier and then Tj went back....

then Daphne and me waited and i have to go back in a rush cause i need to go to Rawang to attend a dinner>o<

plan to sleep early today....kinda tired...and I MISS THE ICE RINK!!!!!XD

~~~ My Favourite Song ~~~

Love In The Ice~

It′s not your fault those hands are freezing ,
Born from those childish days , you carry the scars....

Are you afraid to love someone? ,
You pretend not to see the other side of the words.....

The embraced heart slowly starts to thaw ,
Like ice.....

For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine.....

If it was me,
I'd make your heart warm once more ,
With eternal tenderness.....

Even if fate's mischief....

Pains the heart....,
On the other side of those tears.....

A single ray of light,
Will swoop down into the darkness.....,
We know.....

As strong as the feeling of suffering,
We can feel people's warmth.....

Everyone is searching for a place,
That can heal their sadness and loneliness,
So ... for you that place is here...,
Don't be afraid , don't hesitate anymore,
Because I'll protect you......

My heart aches.......- my heart-,
Because this love is so beautiful.....- Don't be afraid-.....,
Even if it's just momentarily ......- let you know my love-......,
You know.....,
This time is beautiful......- let you know my love-.....,

waaaaa...>~~~~

For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine.....

If it was me,
I'd make your heart warm once more ,
With eternal tenderness.....

That feeling that i once had when i was young...

You know....when you was young and all...the world seems to be as thought YOUR world.....

so...i keep staying in my own world and i used to have the warm feeling where i know that ......things will stay the way they are and nothing will change....

But few years had gone by.......everything had changed TOO much....i'm not happy...and i always feel alone....

That warm feeling i used to had....been snatch away in the year 2004.....where someone left me and went to a very far place where i can't see him anymore.....

And everything just being caged inside of me.....

But recently that feeling came back.....because of someone but it's also being snatch away again.....and my heart yet again felt that same heaviness and why i can't let it out? i just wish that it would just fade away.....

A day in Midvalley

EEKKK!!!! again later wake up....aiyoyo....XD

Emm.....meet with Xin Wei at 11. 20am..... took the bus to midvalley...and too bumpy and almost fell down....err....4get about that hehe.......

~~~~~emmm reach ad ler.....walk all the way to the main entrance ....ARRRRRGGHHH!!! actually too happy AD!!!! see back my best friend...lucky she didnt change at all.....OMG!!!!!( crazy girl alert).....

Ok ...first thing we do is go eat our breakfast of course...>.<...... Ate sizzling fried rice and she ate tepan-yee mee......errr then accidently burn myself on the claypot.....now red ad the hand.....abit haha Emmm.....then we go round and round....shopping.....tried some clothes on but havent upload the pictures yet....( sorry nexttime yea ^_^)....hehe.... emm... then go eat again...this time.....FUYOH!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~DURIAN PANCAKE!!!!( do u dare to try) mUHAHAHAH!!!!


But... we drank Hot Chocolate so....no more smell ad lerr ^_^...............................................Nice right??? it tasted awesome ^_^.....................


then we keep on walking.....to find fake eye lashes....and some nice things that we can buy.....hehe.......we went up and down the same place......XD and then went to a hairband shop...and i bought 2 bracelets ........

Is it nice? you decide XD

After that we went to a puzzle SHOP!!!!! EEEYYEERR!!!! the puzzles are so adorable.....i really cant take my eyes of them...here are the pics XD

Mickey and Minnie puzzle...>w<

emm...then went to eat again...sushi.....and bought a bottle of mineral water....then we went to another shop and finally found it!!!!!! emm.... then we went bek home ler....took the bus and walk all the way to her house...and stayed there awhile.....then my parents pick me up and i went back home sleeping like a dead fish again...XD


Woke up ler....need to go out.....err....after that the car went DEAD!!!
So nothing else to do and just sat there and took pics....emm...

CLINGGGGKK>>>>!!! ok...the car is ALIVE! again.....then went back home and went online.....chat chat....then chat with my friends too.....then sleep and when half way asleep ad...then my dog keep barking untill i can't SLEEP! the whole night......>.<

Dreams scattered away~

What is wrong with you....?

We have done so much and you can even see the amount of effort that we put into.....

The design is based on casual and you can even wear it if you want to but why you keep saying it is not nice....

If you don't like us.....just tell so.....Don't keep attacking us........

The others like it....why don't you as well........

We have high hopes of putting it in the art gallery......why you crush it....

Do you know that what you said.... makes our heart carry that burden like carrying a tombstone on our shoulder?

Do you know....you keep throwing a dart into our hearts from the beginning!