~My Callings~

Saturday, April 17, 2010

BBQ~

Woke up at 8am today.....wanted to bath but the light wasn't working so went to another toilet to bath......after that sat on the sofa for a while and i'm super super excited about the BBQ that my sista's Rochelle and Michelle planned for their mum.....

So i planned to go there at 12 pm to help out with stuffs....after my piano lesson....but unfortunately ...my teacher wasn't feeling well so the class was cancel....ugh.....oh well hehe.....
Then went with my parents to get breakfast and then they fetch me to Rochelle's place....

The BBQ was actually a surprise party for her mum since she came down for holiday.......so waited for auntie to get ready and Rochelle turned on the music so loud......I even meet Sumo and Elizabeth ......they are her housemates and they are super friendly...i love them!

After that auntie , Rochelle and me when to Vision Arts to get our typograhy stuffs.....then we went to pyramid to get tapes for Rochelle....so we went into Ace Hardware but they weren't any so we went to Popular and we got our tapes....i saw Nicholas on the way as well.....emm.....he look super super tired.....awwww.....

Then suddenly Rochelle went back into Popular and she came out and handed me a paper bag with something inside....i was very blur so i thought it was something for the BBQ so i just shook my head and open my eyes really big.......but Rochelle gave me a strange look ....then i was curious and open the bag......they bought me a ADORABLE little bottle....it looks like a baby bottle hahahahXD.....awwww man...i didn't know how to react .....

Then we went to toilet and took taxi back home.....when auntie walk in...everybody said SURPRISE!!!!!....and now is auntie's turn to don't know how to react....she was super super happy........but they weren't ready....no food was cook yet....and they fire was like after 30 minutes only works.......instead of just sitting on the sofa...i helped out Elizabeth to chop the tomatoes....aww....they were so slippery.....like jellys haha....and i keep nodding my head as i chop the tomatoes.......@_@ and....Michelle keep laughing at me for nodding like that haha.......Then i went and put the drinks on the table...they were Mango juice , Coke , Sprit , Miranda.........i drank Coke and Mango....Then later her mum cooked the chicken and the sausages...while Rochelle and me keep eating the snacks....like snack monsters hahah XD

Then the smoke is like....a mist....David and my eyes were all watery and red but i went back into the house....and IT TIME TO EAT!!!!! so Rochelle got me a plate of chicken, sausages , fries and salad....its tastes awesome eventhough its alittle overburn hahaXD
Then Sumo and me went inside to eat.....because it was raining and all....and the thunder was SUPER loud.......so...yea....scared and went in haha.....Then i went outside to throw the stuff and keep staring at David while he is cooking....and he was surprised that i doesn't know how to cook.....yeah...well...my mum is afraid that i would burn down the house so she never let me step into her kitchen haha ......and i made him promise me to teach me cook on the next BBQ haha....
Then i sat with Sumo and we talk talk...then Elizabeth came and all three of us talk....
Admat also came and talk with us...and Momo was acting as a celebrity and accidently spilled his drink on himself HAHHAXD......then we keep joking all the way haha.....LAter on we even played darts.....and afterthat we went inside to cut the cake...its was jelly cake...SUPER NICE!!!...then i sat with Jordon and Rochelle ...and she gave me a wain ....it taste like milo when u put into your mouth but when i swallow....OH MAN!!!...its like fire burning my nose and my throat!.....Then later my parents came to fetch me and i went home.....as usual....online....right now haha.....i had a wonderful day...seriously wonderful and hope to go more for this as well....Thanks for the invite Rochelle and Michelle....both of you are awesome !!!

XOXO
Signing out yo ~~~

Friday, April 16, 2010

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Sometimes you only think about yourself....how about others? Have you ever thought that .....once you do all those stuffs ....it effects others? It will just ruin everyone's day and we would just have to stare at your blacken face? Please....we don't even care....but just think of others for a moment and stop doing all those acts

Sunday, April 11, 2010

People and their selfishness

WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE LATELY!!!!
I have always been there for you so why can't you do the same thing for me?
Why is everybody so selfish lately!
I don't expect much from you but at least give me a break.....stop pushing me around like a worn out toy......
If you don't like me then just say so.......!
Stop saying all those words......it just make people to hate you more and wanna punch you right in the face!

Friday, April 9, 2010

nothing to say

I'm sorry for not updating my blog for such a long time..........^_^
yeah........many stuff happened lately .........but not much event had taken place lately.....am i confusing you? emm.....yeah...i guess so.....well...i have nothing much to write today...hope you all don't mind...i will update my blog as soon as possible ^_^

Sunday, March 28, 2010

Normal day ~~~~

Woke up at around like 7am......waiting for my dad to come back and teach me driving but......he went to work early...so can't...learn....oh well hehe XD
Then went to eat......and sleep again.......@_@....
woke up at 6pm and went to eat again....OH MY GOD!!!! sure i be fat as a piggy already this time.....
Emm then learned to play forever love from DBSK......with my FIX piano ^_^
Then came back.......erm.....yea...online again........

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Saturday~~~~~

Finally fixed my plug and can play my piano onces again! phew.......so woke up at 9am and suddenly my piano class is CANCEL......T.T........
So went back to sleep again........then around 10++am...my friends called me and i went to bath.....
Later on....Shee Lim fetch me to Steven's Corner and Jun Wen was behind of me.....
So arrived there and ate some stuff like roti kosong.....and so on....
Then we talk and talk since we so long didn't sit down like that ever since we left school....
Later on......Guna took me home and went to sleep again......till 6pm=.=.........
Then woke up and still feel asleep.....( doesn't know why i am sooooo tired)
So woke up and eat my din din....then went out to buy some stuff and then online now...haha....
Planned to sleep early because learning driving tomorrow...must have concentration!

Alice In the Wonderland again ~~~

Got up at 9am ......eventually my dad drop me at the bridge and went to pyramid.....
So since it's still early...then i went to watch people ice skating......
Waited for Rochelle like more than 30 minutes....i think......
Then i sat at the coffee shop and finally she came!!!!!!
So we went to the cinema and buy the tickets..........and went to popeye to eat!...so we keep on chatting there and it was an awesome day!.......Somehow....i really feel that i'm getting closer to my friends and it feels super great! But somehow.....while we were chatting.....my mind was also thinking of someone which i thought is getting closer to me......but recently........i can't feel that anymore......i miss that feeling a lot....it's like we are getting further apart......because of that.....i'm thinking of that person like almost every time......wondering if that person is all right....have he ate...how is the person's studies going along?.......and somehow......i'm feel grateful this year......that i have met such wonderful friends.......and someone special......that have became part of me which i had realized long ago.......After that , we were so stuff and went to the cinema....bought popcorn and keep chewing there haha......but sat at the wrong seats which are the couple seats....@_@.....so a girl came and showed us to our proper seats......
Started!!!!!!! It's Rochelle first time watching 3D and she really enjoyed it alot.....Then she drop me off at college by taxi and i waited for my classmate to fetch me home...but he didn't pick up the phone so...i called my parents to fetch me.......Went back and sleep again hehe.....then went online for awhile......accidently called him while he outside......erm...then chat with my friends and waited for him awhile......so he went online and .......i'm sorry i raise my voice......i was so persistent but i felt bad for forcing you..........i'm sorry.........so he went off to sleep ...and i went off after that.....all of sudden...he sent me a text which i already expected......but somehow i can't text back because......if i do...it probably will annoy that person........althought....that person is going through rough times....but i will try my best to make that person happy onces again.....because that person is my toy robot........that i will never give up upon......never....

Trip to The art gallery~~

All ritey....EXCITED!!!!!!!
so came at 7++ am as usual and waited till 9.30am .....
Daphne and Rochelle came and then we started to move....we got the back seats of the bus.....>w<
(Daphne & Joey)



(Aina & Daphne)

(Me & Joey)
(Daphne & Rochelle)


After that we went to KLCC and there is another art gallery inside.....ugh.....its like a maze ....and it wasn't nice at all.....Then Rochelle , Daphne and me went to MCD to eat......and we went to walk around....laughing....chatting....was seriosuly fun together!then we went to the bus stop to wait and we were the first to be there......but nobody was around and eventually the others left us and we got lost!!!!! My lecturer keep calling me and we were late for 10 minutes!!!!!
So we went into the bus and eventually slept there.......ARRIVE!!!!! got down from the bus and it was SUPER hot.....the rays from the sun fried my skin....@_@
So i msg him but he was having class ....so went into the computer lab with Daphne and stayed there for a while....~~~~ arrr~~~ air cond!!!!! HAHAXD
emmm....then i went down and meet Rochelle.....Later on...Daphne came and join me because i was alone......Then we wanted to leave and suddenly i saw him pop out infront of me.....totally stone -.-........oh well...then my dad called and said that he be late....so i went back to the table and saw him there again.......he was sleepy so...yeah....and i was feeling hot...so both had nothing much to say....gave him a sweet and he was happy....haha....then his friend came out from the room and both of them went back....so i went to the international school there and sit for a while....ohh man....rain rain rain!!!!!!!then ran to my car.....all wet.....but dried off because of the air cond.....@_@
Then later went back and fell asleep on my bed.....woke up and had a super major headache...but after like 10 minute...all gone...hehe^_^
Then i went online...and chit chat with him and my other friends as well......stay up till 12am....@_@ hehe

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Expressing one's self

It's so hard to express one's true self....do you agree with me?
Especially when you are already been affected by the memories of your past.....but....that scar seems to be fading off bits by bits....
Understanding a person is a hard thing to do........you feel so small....and everything in front of you seems like a dream but.....some of that dream may come true if you look closely......

Confusing......What should i do now?

Yeah.....woke up as usual ........6am ........After that , i arrived in college as usual....and stayed in the garden for a while........as i was drawing some doodles....
The sun came and it was really hot....i mean....seriously hot! But the whole place was beautiful.....it was in orange as though it was a scene of a sunset ....
Yeah so...nobody was there and i keep staring at the sun.....something pop out of my mind.......which makes my heart ache a lot and it's making me getting more and more confuse.......what should i do now? why is that person acting so strangely all of a sudden? Am i not treating that person properly?or am i still acting and letting everything pass by just like that? I want to understand that someone more and more so badly but why is that someone blocking my way?
Am i not good enough for that person ...? I want to hold that person's hand so badly and give a huge hug that might cure that person's sorrow.......but i know that's not going to help much.....
That person is hurting so much inside and there is nothing i can do about it and it's making me sick......i just can't stand and watch ...i wan to help that person so badly......tell me what to do.....please...

Monday, March 22, 2010

The first day of college^^

All rite.......as i said in my last post....i had a terrible migrain and keep waking up.......yea....so woke up at 6am.....then bath and start to move at 7am....

Traffic jam near Sentosa as usual......

Reach around 7.50 am.....walked up and down......then sit at the level 1 place where got a quiet place with some tables and chairs.....

So started drawing......and slept on the table eventually..........

WOKE UP!!!!...with my pika pika pikacHU~ pikachU~~~ ringtone....haha! yeah.....Daphne message me.....so walk until near the financial place....then he message me......so went to the computer lab....and like...in 5 minutes...or less...he came in.....

Sorry that i can't make the HAPPY face today ......because the migrain is very terrible.......
Then went to take timetable with Daphne and bump into Cash XD.....emmmm....the migrain went down...not so painful anymore but.......still...from time to time...it keeps coming back......i really want to say sorry to him.....~ sorry ~

Then went back to computer lab and suddenly a class started so went off and went to pyramid....using shutter bus...XD

Sat behind...the three of us.....keep joking around XD....
Reach ler.......then we went to eat Popeye hehe.....eat until very funny err....Daphne was shaking when eating and he was PRO!!!! even thought the smoke is coming out.....
Then songs was on and we was all happy......i was the last to finish...=.=.....my potato wasn't finish anyways.....

Then we walk and walk and went to the arcade....keep laughing at Daphne's racing HAHAHA...oops....sorry....^^

Then we went to buy tickets for Alice in the Wonderland 3D....and for maxis users....!!!!!and he accidently wrote my number haha!.....emm....so went walking around...around ....& AROUND!!!!!!erm....so yeah....around....and keep looking at phones and laptops....hehe....
Then the whole day he keep scaring Daphne.....i can't stop laughing XDXDXD!!!!
After that......Daphne went to buy plaster and he and me went to buy another ticket for his friend....so rush there haha......then we went walking around around AROUND again....and he showed us different clubs....AWESOME!!!! althought i can't see inside...oh well hehe ^_^

Then we went to the cinema with his friend too...and we saw someone.....so i took Daphne head and turn to the right and she scream!.....then went inside the cinema.....
>.< so blur blur then put the glasses on....WOW!!!!my eyes can't be taken off from the screen and eventhough from time to time i gOt the migrain but I STILL CONTINUE TO WATCH!!!
AWESOME!!!!my first 3D movie...and i love it!

Then we went to toilet err.....they have to leave...sigh...oh well....so Daphne and me went back to college by shutter bus again and went to handle her PTPTN stuff.....then i went back before her and as soon as i get back.... i slept but i feel bad because of my like......black face whole day...but i wasn't actually sad....its the migrain...hope you don't mind....so i sms him ....then half way asleep already then someone i hate keep messaging me...so yeah....can't sleep well again....and nOw online.......then talking....and talking....and listening to Tiesto song...=.= and planned to sleep like....at 12 today ^_^

The day before college starts again~~~~~

Yeah yeah....the title is scary right?

actually.....it's just a normal day.......woke up at 9am.....then went to eat Bak Kut Teh .....

Erm....then went to see houses.........cause uncle want to buy...=.=''...

Erm....then sleep till 3pm....and suddenly migrain....T.T.....so sleep somemore untill like....6pm and woke up to eat din din........eat also no appetite jor.......migrain too much.....

Then online for a while....did some photoshop pictures for Daphne...and suddenly...''POOF".....

No electric.....ugh...

Then went and check........OH MY GOD!!!! my room floor is flooded with water......!!!!!

Then the repair man come and check..... my room is the only room that doesn't have current already and ....the worst....part......my piano.....piano........IS DEAD!!!!!! i can't play it.....no current.....OMG!!!!!!!!T.T i can't play tong hua !!!....haiz...so sleep at 10pm then woke up at 1am and then sms someone but never reply so sleep again then woke up at 4am then sleep again then woke up 6am ....

My hammy~~~

Woke up at 9am.......pass by my hamster cage.....saw Yuki.....sleeping there........
Then after that....bath and the piano class started.....still see it sleeping like that......
Couldn't concentrate on playing and my teacher was really pissed off with me......
After that.....went to shake the cage............and that time .....i knew.........................Hammy pass away.....
So i tied up my dogs and dig a hole in the garden near the lime plant......carried hammy and burried it.........put a rock on the place....and lucky my dog can't sense it and didn't dig the hole........
Prayed hard for hammy........hope that it have a better life..........didn't cried like the lasttime when it's girlfriend pass away( HeartNet)......because it was sick and i keep crying the whole day...but for Yuki........i didn't....just for a short while..........
Yuki and Heartnet.......hope both of you be together in heaven...........love you always.....

Friday, March 19, 2010

My dream phone!!!!

OHHHH MAN!!!! yeah... i know recently it had been boring and i have nothing much to talk about here.....but as i was surfing the net.... i saw the phone of my dreams!!!!here is the picture of it....

Yeah... i know its abit blur but the modal name is ELSE Mobile First ELSE.......

Well......currently its not going to be sold in Malaysia so...yeah...i have to wait till it arrives.....


Next activity that i did for the day was learning how to do graphics in Photoshop CS3......yea..LOVING IT!!!!!well....still noob....so i'll wait for next semester to teach me more stuff about it....^_^....that's all for the day...well yea its boring....but still hope you enjoyed reading it hahaXD

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Bolero ~~~

My favourite song again ....XD.....hope you enjoy the lyrics !

Dancing beneath the stars, i see your silhouette...
Will this dream deny you for what you're striving for?
Deep within~deep within....i can sense all of your pain....
Only you ~ only you ~ for you i'll say it again ...
No one else, no matter whom...will blame you anymore~~

If it's you , yes , if you...you will make it through....
With all your heart.....let the melody flow onwards~~~
No matter the time , don't you dare forget it....
Fly to a place much higher where you can be free~~~
Even it means sacrificing something precious....

Here you lay under the moonlight....
It isn't what you can't give up, but what you can give up~~~
Dreamers aren't always fools....
What's it like for the blessed?
Dreamers aren't always believers....
It's not fair, it's not fair, you would scream and scream~~~~

Caving in to the darkening world....
As the light from your eyes die out.....
Someone shall hear if you call for help....
But don't think that you are there yet
~~~~~

Oh~
Let you dance away
Don't you know
Yeah, I'll stand by your side
Yeah~
Fly away, fly away, fly away, fly to the top
Fly forever
Yeah, yeah, yeah~

No need to delay
(Come close to me now, hear the bolero)
Be strong, here we go
(Here in the night you will finally soar on high)
Take small steps, tread light
(I continue to pray for your sake, have faith)
Let me hear your song, oh~
Oh~

With all your heart (with all your heart)
Let the melody flow onward (it is your bolero)
No matter the time don't you dare let it go
(A brilliant flower unfolds)
Fly much higher to the place where you can become
All that you're striving to be
Dreamers don't give up

"I think it'll all be okay," you gently tell me ....

Saturday, March 13, 2010

My feelings today ~~~~~

Erm..... i know that you are very busy and all but just wanna tell you tat tu manques alot.......^_^
Really wanna return to college as soon as possible hehe ^_^

Friday, March 12, 2010

Just a normal day ^_^

.....yawn~~~~~

Woke up at 9 am......bath and then eat mee...




Next went to parkson and bought some vegetables home for din din ^_^

erm.....sms with him for a while then went to sleep.......FOR 4 HOURS!!!!! .......like a dead fish already....oh well hehe ^_^

Next woke up play some piano songs....then ate cheese cakey O.O,....yummy hehe^_^



Next , watch a korean drama and after that went to eat my din din......

Then went online awhile....emm...probably stay up till 2 am today hehe....

Conclusion : a normal day but felt very happy and kinda hyper anyways hehe ^_^( yeah i know im silly....)

Thursday, March 11, 2010

The Story Of a little Girl~

Once upon a time... there lived a little girl.The little girl lived ....in a fantasy

world. Everything that everyone wished for can be found there and she doesn't have to worry

about a single thing~~~ She was young so she doesn't know much about the outside world....

But as the little girl grew older.......she steps out into the outside world and

starts to see things in a different way. Whatever she had.... it's all a lie.........everything she used

to see..... had something else...( a hidden message ) which she can't see....

Therefore , the little girl cried and cried.......tears keep drowning here inside

but there is nothing she can do about it......As the years goes by.....the little girl's family had

problems and keep arguing everyday.....the little girl could not say a word as she was the

youngest and all she can do is keep smiling and keep drawing so that they would be happy

again......

But her artworks starts to become rubbish......people she loved starts to leave

her and she wasn't allowed to shed any tears anymore.......it would consider a disgrace to the

family and non of them would appreciate the things she did, the songs she played .......she was

nothing to anyone...

They would just keep telling that she is a brave girl and that's why the little girl acted tough in

front of everyone and tries to protect them. Therefore the little girl put on a mask everyday for

many years till she is all grown up. Till one day...... someone ask her something....and the little

girl all of a sudden shed tears without realizing it........the amount of pressure....the sorrow in her

heart was all poured out that day......the dissapointed faces they had...so she tried harder in her

studies....life and so on but they were not satisfy with any achievement she got.... bad or good...

the would just say it's bad.....the little girl's heart would stay numb all the time.....

Finally.... the little girl is mature now but she still act tough and still wears a mask

everyday....but one day....she found someone she can actually lean against on when she feels

sad......that someone can't be explained in mere words but there is only one word that the little

girl can think of right now.....'' warm'' so she thought that probably the old times and what she

used to feel will come back to her as she is almost emotionless most of the time.......but also

knows that that person most probably leave her one day......so she dared not speak her heart

out...in the end... the little girl doesn't know what the future may hold.....so she doesn't want to

be close to anyone anymore.....cause the scars from her past may be even larger if something happens in

the future.......All she knows now is to keep herself busy with stuff that will keep her mind off

things and tries to be happy.........to be continued

Monday, March 8, 2010

My wish finally came true!!!!

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!( mad girl alert !) XD......

Joking joking.....but today i'm seriously happy!

~~~~~ i can finally ice skate...i mean i have been wishing to ice skate for like 3 years but haven't got the chance.....but at least i finally can and that day is TODAY!!!!XD

Ok let's start the story ~~~~

Firstly , went to sunway pyramid then waited for them to reach.....

TJ came and we walk walk untill went to cinema to see what nice show to see....


Then we walk walk.....then walk untill a doll shop...>w<( yes i know i'm childish~~~~)

After that , as we walk.....we finally sat down in burger king and chit chat .....


WOW!!!!!! we went to arcade and i played the car driving thingy.....i mean its been ages since i

last played.....OMG!!!!!!! my car was in terrible damage...T.T


Then he played the shooting game....but seriously pro hehe^_^

FINALLY!!!! Lee yang and Michelle came....then we all went to eat at a taiwan food store ...

and FINALLY!!!! again....~~~~~ Daphne came...oh my god....she took 3 hours to reach.....=.=lll...

After we ate....we went to play basketball....they all so pro.....and i'm like....( well you know^^)

emm....then we went ice skating...ICE SKATING!!!!! i mean i have been waiting for that all day .....so bought the gloves....then got the shoes....SO HEAVY!!!! and cramp....aiyoyoy...

emm...don't know how to tie shoe lase so TJ helped me to tie....emm....got a tag....put it on the hand in order to get in....i mean....it looks like....you know where we buy vegetables and there is a price tag there....well yea... i feel like a vegetable that time XD

Then we went in.....oh boy.....SO SLIPPY!!!! i mean... i was shiverring when i went in....cause im like going behind and behind instead of forwarding....XD

Got guided by TJ and Michelle and in no time.....i was FLYING!!!!!FUYOH!!!!! damn nice the feeling....like got freedom XD ( i know im being silly)

Then keep guiding Daphne....she is doing well too ^_^

Erm.....then we rush to cinema...but Daphne and me went to find the pharmacy .....but got lost and suddenly bump into them and we all went to cinema....

We saw Up in the Air~~~~~~it was a rather confusing story but you will sooner or later understand ^_^

errrr....Lee yang and Michelle went back home earlier and then Tj went back....

then Daphne and me waited and i have to go back in a rush cause i need to go to Rawang to attend a dinner>o<

plan to sleep early today....kinda tired...and I MISS THE ICE RINK!!!!!XD

Saturday, March 6, 2010

~~~ My Favourite Song ~~~

Love In The Ice~

It′s not your fault those hands are freezing ,
Born from those childish days , you carry the scars....

Are you afraid to love someone? ,
You pretend not to see the other side of the words.....

The embraced heart slowly starts to thaw ,
Like ice.....

For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine.....

If it was me,
I'd make your heart warm once more ,
With eternal tenderness.....

Even if fate's mischief....

Pains the heart....,
On the other side of those tears.....

A single ray of light,
Will swoop down into the darkness.....,
We know.....

As strong as the feeling of suffering,
We can feel people's warmth.....

Everyone is searching for a place,
That can heal their sadness and loneliness,
So ... for you that place is here...,
Don't be afraid , don't hesitate anymore,
Because I'll protect you......

My heart aches.......- my heart-,
Because this love is so beautiful.....- Don't be afraid-.....,
Even if it's just momentarily ......- let you know my love-......,
You know.....,
This time is beautiful......- let you know my love-.....,

waaaaa...>~~~~

For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine.....

If it was me,
I'd make your heart warm once more ,
With eternal tenderness.....

Friday, March 5, 2010

That feeling that i once had when i was young...

You know....when you was young and all...the world seems to be as thought YOUR world.....

so...i keep staying in my own world and i used to have the warm feeling where i know that ......things will stay the way they are and nothing will change....

But few years had gone by.......everything had changed TOO much....i'm not happy...and i always feel alone....

That warm feeling i used to had....been snatch away in the year 2004.....where someone left me and went to a very far place where i can't see him anymore.....

And everything just being caged inside of me.....

But recently that feeling came back.....because of someone but it's also being snatch away again.....and my heart yet again felt that same heaviness and why i can't let it out? i just wish that it would just fade away.....

Thursday, March 4, 2010

A day in Midvalley




EEKKK!!!! again later wake up....aiyoyo....XD

Emm.....meet with Xin Wei at 11. 20am..... took the bus to midvalley...and too bumpy and almost fell down....err....4get about that hehe.......

~~~~~emmm reach ad ler.....walk all the way to the main entrance ....ARRRRRGGHHH!!! actually too happy AD!!!! see back my best friend...lucky she didnt change at all.....OMG!!!!!( crazy girl alert).....

Ok ...first thing we do is go eat our breakfast of course...>.<...... Ate sizzling fried rice and she ate tepan-yee mee......errr then accidently burn myself on the claypot.....now red ad the hand.....abit haha Emmm.....then we go round and round....shopping.....tried some clothes on but havent upload the pictures yet....( sorry nexttime yea ^_^)....hehe.... emm... then go eat again...this time.....FUYOH!!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~DURIAN PANCAKE!!!!( do u dare to try) mUHAHAHAH!!!!


But... we drank Hot Chocolate so....no more smell ad lerr ^_^...............................................Nice right??? it tasted awesome ^_^.....................


then we keep on walking.....to find fake eye lashes....and some nice things that we can buy.....hehe.......we went up and down the same place......XD and then went to a hairband shop...and i bought 2 bracelets ........


Is it nice? you decide XD

After that we went to a puzzle SHOP!!!!! EEEYYEERR!!!! the puzzles are so adorable.....i really cant take my eyes of them...here are the pics XD




Mickey and Minnie puzzle...>w<


emm...then went to eat again...sushi.....and bought a bottle of mineral water....then we went to another shop and finally found it!!!!!! emm.... then we went bek home ler....took the bus and walk all the way to her house...and stayed there awhile.....then my parents pick me up and i went back home sleeping like a dead fish again...XD


Woke up ler....need to go out.....err....after that the car went DEAD!!!
So nothing else to do and just sat there and took pics....emm...

CLINGGGGKK>>>>!!! ok...the car is ALIVE! again.....then went back home and went online.....chat chat....then chat with my friends too.....then sleep and when half way asleep ad...then my dog keep barking untill i can't SLEEP! the whole night......>.<

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Dreams scattered away~

What is wrong with you....?

We have done so much and you can even see the amount of effort that we put into.....

The design is based on casual and you can even wear it if you want to but why you keep saying it is not nice....

If you don't like us.....just tell so.....Don't keep attacking us........

The others like it....why don't you as well........

We have high hopes of putting it in the art gallery......why you crush it....

Do you know that what you said.... makes our heart carry that burden like carrying a tombstone on our shoulder?

Do you know....you keep throwing a dart into our hearts from the beginning!

Friday, February 26, 2010

A day in sunway pyramid....

yawn~~~~....its already 8. 40 am...yawn~~~~~

8. 40 AM !!!!!!!!! ARRRRRGHHHH!!!!!! RUSH RUSH!!!!!!..

~ bath till 9. 15 am and waited for KH to fetch us......

ok finally here already....then went to fetch SL too....all so quiet geh????? oh wel...its' ok anyways...miss them alot....

FINALLY! reach pyramid ad ler.....>w<.....meet up with JW err hehe.....Then KH and SL went to play archery and JW and me went to walk walk.....then talk non stop...and we went to buy ice cream hehe..........yay....my dark chocolate and JW's green tea ice cream.....

erm....went to find KH and SL again at baskin robins......then we walk again...talk non stop haha.....and then.....SUSHI KING!!!!!!!!












( My yucky green tea.............The soft shell crab.........................My kami....something something....sorry i forgotten the name XD)~~~ Delicious leh...muahahaha



~ okok...then walk again hehe.....can't buy anything ler....nothing that attracts my eyes....>w<... Then we went to the pet store.....VERY CUTE LEH ALL !!!!!!!!!! but i know someone like rabbit....so i took pictures of these fat rabbitss....fuyooh....very very huge rabbits...XD Here you go.....like china rabbit leh....XD











.......gigantic rabbits....O.O!!!!!! and keep wiggling it's nose......XDawwwww adorable rite?









NEXT!!!!! its the invasion of CUTE HAMMYS!!!!( hamster)XD


.....hehe...got 1 hamster keep scratching the mirror.....the one next to the green bowl<<<<





......pretty latterns hehe....yea then went back home err....SLEEP again........then woke up at 8.30 pm and eat din din...then went on9.....plan to sleep at 2am again heheXD

Tiring day~~~

Went to college at around 11 am and meet up with Hassan for the presentation discussion....
~ Yea...finally presentation time......all are not prepared...and ....our presentation sucks....seriously...but...at least the lecturers just said that we are lacking of teamwork.......sigh....

All rite....thought of meeting up with Darren to play keyboard but....I promise to sit and see Joey's presentation first... it was of course awesome as always >w<

....then rush rush to lvl 4 to see Darren....aiya....he got class....then ok ler.....went back down and go to computer lab with daphne.....

~~~ oooo... POP!....the 2 jackson came in.....then POP! again....michelle came in hahaXD....err....sit there do journal till like......4pm? i think haha XD.......


Meet up with Lee Yang....went to find Mr Goldfish everywhere but can't be found.....HUNGRY SOMEMORE!!!!....then went to lvl 4 to MPH and saw the fashion show.....awhile ar....


Here is the pic...sry too small ad XD...


Then went to cafeteria and eat eat......ate cheese and roll.......

Then went to find goldfish again......up and down...the lift played us=.=.....''

Then bump into him at the lift and WE GOT OUR MORAL MARKS!

eeerr.....went back home liao.......SLEEP OF COURSE!!!!!

then makan...and then online......sleep at around 2am ......

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

~~~ A nice day ~~~

EEK!!!!! ain't a nice morning though.....traffic jam >.<.......sleep in the car like sor po.......oh well.. let's skip that part......

~ reach college ad ler...FINALLY! ...rush to computer lab and sit behind him ler.....head very blur and sleepy err.....haha....

~ He doing his assignment that time....the 2nd time i saw him so serious and he was clicking the slides too fast till i can't read on time...@_@.....sat in the computer room for like 2 hours ++ i think...hehe XD....... quite sien leh but got people disturb me then fun abit ler.....i wan't to disturb also geh but i very slow motion....cham lor.....

~ Meet my senior's gf in the room for so many time haha.....( she is a super nice person ^_^)

~ HE FINNALY FINISH!!!! his assignment! wanted to send him to his classroom but he was rushing.....so just leave him in the cafeteria and went to class....on the way...saw him running and REALLY rushing O.O.....

~Sat in class for 1 hour ++......yawning ad....so sleepy ar....she keep talking non stop there......then went to toilet....errr...got a message then went to cafeteria......then i tried searching for him ....but he seems no where to be found...and suddenly POP! his face staring at me.....pai seh pai seh....XD ( sorry to sleepy ad till can't find you and too many people)......oopsy...my bad....

~so went back to class and...nOt 10 minute..finish ad....so waited for Rochlelle and Daphne ......then both of them went to other place.....haizzz....

~ Ate with darren , Denise and Tj there.....erm..eat nugget.......quite full ad ler......but i almost forgotten he got toothache ar......forget that he need soft food...haizz.....nevermind...nexttime i will remind him....

~ Thought of acting sot sot today....but still shy abit....eeyer....cham lor.....VERY CHAM LOR! well ... at least not as bad as the first time...muahahaha!.....

~ so chit chat for a while with him .....have fun arr of cuz.....but he don't want give me back my bag earlier....( too heavy lor.....you can't manage to take it leh......)=D

~ then go to computer lab again....start do journal.....then suddenly not feeling well at the stomach....then both of them keep making my chair like want to throw up ad.....oh well....erm.....after coming bek again....saw him sleeping.....don't want distrub him....so just stay quiet and put my head down awhile also haha.....

~ RIng Ring ~~~~~ his ringtone rang....i know he going gai gai ad ler.......sleep the face until like tomato haha XD!!!!oh well....

~ suddenly cover my face.....( can't see the screen leh ........later type wrong >.<)
~~~ ok ler....al gone ad ler.....erm.....rush to do binding........

~ balik rumah ler.....SLEEP OF CUZ!!!!!...until my popo came into the room and said...'' really ar...this girl....WAKE UP!!! din din time leh...- in cantonese ar haha )...

~ so wake up ler... then din din...then sat down.....do the last journal.....FINALLY!!!! erm.....then plan to stay up till like...2pm today......

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

AWESOME D@Y!!!!

Errrr....... damn scare leh......present the english presentation alone.....FIRSTTIME!!!! erm....eventually......got a well done....=D .... happy ehh....she said i look exactly like the selling product lady......

my heels are killing me....toe got scratches ad ler....not pretty ad lerr...=[........haha XD ...oh well....but seriously its painful....>w<

finally got home ad ler.....slp sleep like a dead fish ad.....then wake up at . 8.30 pm and eat curry fish ....emmmmm yummy.````~~~ then start do assignment and very buzy running up and down in the house to do all of their work=.=.....swt....but still happy that can chit chat in msn XD

Monday, February 22, 2010

Happy and sad ~

8.30 am ~~~~
Erm....somebody came to class today.....sorry if i don't look happy and all......i still got abit of the flu....XD...

Erm...looking very formal today >w< and so skinny...cham lor T.T.....BUT nice also XD

erm.....makan time with him haha.....didn't have the appetite.....(i dunno why...dun ask .....).....=.=

Hehe....did something to me and very happy liao....i also don't know y........XD

Follow him alot today haha....feel like small girl following hehe.....oh well ^.^.....




11.30 am ~~~~
Finally done with our shoe painting....WOOT!!!
tried it on and do fashion show in the studio....alone with my partner of cuz XD....
~~~ Miss Pouline very happy with the design!!!!!! AWESOME!!!!!.....



2.30 pm~~~

Got my english results.....i got 17% / 20%.......happy ad ^.^........then....balik rumah......teach daphne how to play tong hua on piano XD!!!!! she is a fast learner hehe...happy happy....


6.00 pm ~~~

Time to slp........half way got call.....talk until so rude with my fren.....sry i was grumpy...T.T


9.00 pm ~~~

Eat dinner ad ler...went to comp and do assigment....study for moral test tmr...>.<
Got scolded.....for getting low marks......

.........feeling no mood ad.......if you don;t like me....just don't talk to me....because i tried my best.....i very feel a heavy burden is following me everyday and today you add another ton......my heart feel very heavy......I just want to stay quiet .....because if i talk.....i probably would cry out....


11.11 pm ~~~

~ still doin assigment....plan to stay up till 2pm .....

Friday, February 19, 2010

THE TOY ROBOT~

...........~~~~~...........................

~ Woke up at 9...bath....then went to college and reach at about 10 am.......erm.... didn't have breakfast ...

~ Next... waited for Daphne to come....then we keep chatting and doing our assignments.....
~ Then we head over to pyramid......erm....wanted to buy a gift for someone but all not nice one....
~ When to MC Donald to have lunch......then go walk walk......
~ erm..... i only bought a keychain.....

......cute leh XD.......


~ came bek at 5 pm ++ then sat down with daphne and played the piano like mental people...
~then went out again and came bek at 9pm.....tired tired...

Then sit down and chat with my friends.....

Erm.... i want to tell a story to one of my friend here and i hope that it will made him happy again....:

THE TOY ROBOT

~One day....i meet a a toy robot......it's face was all blank and i don;t know anything about that toy robot....but suddenly....i found out that this toy robot carries alot of sorrow in it's heart....and i can't even help it whenever it feels down....but one day i told it..''Don't keep blaming yourself for so many things.....It was never your fault in the first place.....I know that sometimes...life is hard......really hard where you carry so much of burden and i'm very sad that i can't help you with those.......but as a toy... we have to see ahead of time and become someone better in life.''.. in the end... the toy robot just shook its head and says that he understands...but to me...its eyes still carries that same sorrow.......There are so many burden where i can't see through it and sometimes when that toy robot talks to me......i know that it's heart is hurt so deeply and even feels very heavy.......I always wanted to understand that toy robot even more but everytime...it just cage all its sorrow up and I also feel hurt....i don't want to see someone so precious to me being hurt all the time ...just because of other people misunderstanding it and it keeps blaming itself for that reason....
Nobody is perfect....not all the toys in this world are created perfectly and thats why..... other toys have no right to criticized that particular toy robot.....so just be yourself because everyone....
is special in their own way as there can only be 1 u......there are other toys that can't accept the way you are but there are also some that treats you as something precious which they gonna cherish in their life......so please....don't keep all of that sorrow in your wounded heart because it just going to sting evenmore.... i hope the toy robot is listening and i really hope that it can open its heart to others again and be more happy in life...



logging out...
XOXO

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

My Normal CNY~

~~~~~~~~~~aiyoyo.....the fifth day of cny ad.....( so far hor~~~)>.<.. Erm....didn't do much like i used to when younger.....T.T...but still got play mercun ar....abit hehe^^

Recent activities....:

1.stay at home...

2.visit grandma house....

3.aunts and uncles came to visit...( together with cousin )

4.Special guest which is my aunt from penang came all the way here to visit us...>.< 5.emo for 2 days......

6.played alot of piano songs...~~~

7.Chit chat with frenz.....

8.got words to hear....ain't nice words of cuz....

9.painting shoes( my assignment)...journals....the another assignment with 7 person ...err..doin it...( sry i 4get the name ad hehe)

10.slp slp alot...and backache ...need wall to lean against....





here are som
e pic only haha....






~~~~~We deco our tree >.<




Ate cappuccino ice cream in Old Town White
Coffee~~~~~~~~






Recent pic taken...>.< in car...nth else to do....XD

Saturday, February 13, 2010

~~My Usual Everyd@y ~~~


My Wantan Meeeee~~~

- y@@@@@wn - woke up at 10am and went to bath~~~~~~errr sat down and eat a HUUUUGGEEEEE bowl of wantan me....ugh...=.=...( but i still managed to finish everything as i don't want my friend to scold me ( mo yee sick- chinese word-)......he is in hospitality so.....told me tat muz learn to eat everything like him haha XD...




~~~Emmmm.....went out to makan and shop shop......sat in the car....nth else to do so take some pic XD SNAP SNAP!!!


.......Next...my mum bought me a high heel......errrr......I CAN'T WALK NICELY!!!!!!!!! i actually walk like a TREE!!! A HUGE TREE!!!!....i almost fell also but luckily
practiced at home and isn't noticeable when i
went out to eat....and.....my baby toe got hurt so.....walk .....of cuz pain abit err....but the heels are soft so its not as pain as w
alking in
flip flops....>w<



>>>>>My bandaged up toe and my heels.....( too pinky rite ? XD)








.........HOME SWEET HOME!!!!!!........few hours later...ain't that sweet anymore ~~~~
...........cuz need to clean my ridiculously super duper DIRTY and MESSY ROOM!!!!


BEFORE



AHHHHHCHUUUUUU!!!!!!!!......( dust swarming all OVER the place)




AFTER


clean leh......my piano all wipe ad....no dust liao XD

Then around 8pm.....MAKAN!!!!! didn't eat much....no appetite from afternoon till night.....didn't even eat lunch..........( wondering why....).....oh well....juz 4get about it XDXDXD....erm....then.....start to on9 till now.....but at exactly 12am......MSG ALOT OF PPL!!!!!


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!Lets be as fierce as the tiger ..>RRAAWWRRRR XD


Yea.....i'll stop here....i know its boring but i hope you enjoy it XD

Friday, February 12, 2010

Blur-ish D@y




~~Blur-ish D@y~~


~-yawn-~ ... woke up at 11 and went to bath.....didnt eat breakfast at all....Didnt have the appetite ( wondering why...)

Ermm.... sit in the car whole day..... went to shop awhile to buy formal clothes but can't find something that attracts me.....

Wanted to buy some high heels since i never wore it b4 and need to wear something like that on my english presentaition day though....but......found a pair that i like .....4inches SOMEMORE!!!! Tried wearing it but...... i walk like a tree =.= ( guess i'm not used to it yet or its TOTALLY too high for me to wear......T.T)

Came back around 6 pm.......went to bed zzZZZZZ then woke up at 7.15 pm and went to eat......
~~~came back around 10pm and make some origami birds( using ang pao paper) to hang on the ''CNY china tree''( sry i dun know what is it called XDXD)

....then came on9 and start blogging and having a major headache on how to put songs in my blog @_@....probably be slping around 2am haha......

Thursday, February 11, 2010

WeIrd d@y~~~~~~

Finally finish college ad......such bad weather ehh... need hide in the computer lab for so long=.=....
Erm... today talk lotz lotz of gossip and all...nth much...as usual....
~~~ english test was ok... and all but alittle confusing haha....erm erm....yea... need to paint shoes...errr...

Actually today is a very weird day though......i think something is wrong with my eyes.....
I saw another replica of my fren then i chase after him....i feel so.....UGH!!!!!!!
my leg is injured and i still can manage to skip and run to scare him....=.=ll.....
~~~~~unfortunately.....wasnt him ....
Back home d.....today wasnt tired at all ...hmm....slp till 8.30 like a dead fish~~~~~

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

~ BoRiNg D@y~~~~

~~~~~ Came so early to skewl........bored to death here~~~~~
Later got english exam somemore...emm....IN THE AFTERNOON SOMEMORE!!!!....
I wan go shopping with my buddies though.....
I need to buy some formal clothes for my english presentaition...so what colour do u think is good?? black???XD
....well gtg makan jap.....c ya guys~~~

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